Tuesday, January 24, 2006

Anything Bachelor and Poll

Okay, who's it gonna be? The final two ladies. Cast your vote in the comments section or comment on anything bachelor related. I'm addicted - gotta' admit! =)

I'll put my vote in comments so as not to sway anyone ;)

Friday, January 20, 2006

Pirates

Since it's a pretty day Dawson and I were pirates. Out digging in the yard for buried treasure. The only treasure we found was a pile of treasure that Rufus left, but what does a 3 year old boy care? No picture because I was having too much fun with him to go inside and get the camera but here's a visual...........light jacket and his jeans tucked into his rubber rain boots on the wrong feet. First we were "Pine Cone Hunters" as Dawson called us and we collected pine cones, we then wen't for a little walk and then.................came the pirates digging for buried treasure. When Dawson "digs" if that's what you want to call it, you can't sit in front of him because dirt flies directly in your face (just a warning to other pirates that may go on an adventure with Dawson). Anyway, after sitting in the cart at the store today he needed a little adventure and so we had one =).

Thursday, January 19, 2006

Our bible study group

I need to get a group photo one week. I love this group! Give or take 10ish years, we're all roughly the same age, most have children, and all seem to have very similar worldly challenges. I feel so lucky to be a part of this group and to be a part of our Church. I feel like a different person since going to our Church. The pastors are wonderful, the congregation is so loving and supportive of one another. I invite you all to go to church with us! =) As a matter of fact I challenge you (I'm full of challenges today=), because I'm that confident that you will love it!

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Feel free to comment if you feel lead to do so. It would be great to know what you're all thinking too! This doesn't have to be an "all about Tammy show". Ha!

A whole new day

What a fun morning I'm having. I'm trying to have a completely different outlook and really notice the little things (which we all know are really the big things). Those every day magical, amazing, hidden moments that we're always too rushed to notice. I decided this morning to take pictures of Dawson today from a different perspective. I'm taking pictures of "A day in the life of Dawson". We took pictures of him eating breakfast, getting in the car for school, in his classroom. I'm enjoying this because it's forcing me to recognize and remember how important all of these little moments are.

Also, I had fun driving through my little town today. This morning I drove through town and kept noticing little things. Strangely, things that I see every day but I don't see. Do you know what I mean? So, I kept driving through town back and forth and kept noticing new stuff. It was quite fun. It's a cloudy day so you notice going's on in the windows (okay now I sound like a peeping Tammy ;) and people walking down the street. Most of you know the town, but I'm sure these folks thought that I was crazy for driving back and forth so much given that the town is about 2 or 3 blocks long and all on the same street.

Observations on my town and what I saw this morning:
The wonderful town barber taking his morning walk. Jerry always has a story for you. He is such a funny guy and always seems to have a smile on his face. I stopped to look at an old stroller in front of an antique shop this am and he walked by and said "Oh you're looking at the stroller that carried Rosemary's baby, huh?". I laughed. I thought it would make a great prop but the inside of it was a bit spooky and he creeped me out with that comment- ha!

I wen't through McDonalds to get my McDonald's diet coke fix. There is NO diet coke on the planet as good as McDonald's. Jeff always says there's no difference in their coke. I have to disagree! Anyway, I take a picture of the drive through sign with some folks in the parking lot giving me some pretty strange looks. I get my diet coke......yummy! And then, like every morning, I see the local older gentleman sitting inside, right next to the drive through. Same guys every morning. They appear to be having a meeting, but I'm sure it's more like chatting about the goings on in our little town. I think we need a town government and I'm going to elect them all to office. =)

I was also trying to imagine new life in those old broken down lifeless buildings. I get annoyed at some of these buildings because I know that our town could look so much better without their unsightly distraction. Today though, I kept thinking "hmmmm, that would make an awesome background in a picture". I've gotten better about imagining things in this perspective but for some reason have ignored our main street - an apartment building in desperate need of help but has ivy growing up the side of it's brick (oooo that would look cool in a picture), the weathered side of an old antique shop. Quite the different perspective.

I tried to notice the business "signs" today. The local security company has quite a bold sign that seems a little out of place for an old small town, there's a neon orange Stihl sign that looks oddly out of place on our old post office building with pink trim. Just notice the signs around you one day - one letter missing, weathered, bright, dull. They each have their own personality.

I wanted to take a picture of Dawson's school, but figured for internet purposes that's not a great idea, so I won't ;).

More thoughts on my town......

I know LOTS of people here, being born and raised here. When I'm feeling chatty (which I'll admit is most of the time=), I love it here. When I'm tired or not feeling well, going to the grocery store makes me crazy. There's no way to get in and out of a grocery store quickly when you live in a small town. You know everyone that works there and that doesn't. I will say that there are ALOT of people in this town that I don't know because it's growing so quickly. I'd like to know who authorized that! Who said that it was okay for people to move into this town without meeting me. I would soooooo like to have been copied on THAT memo!

I've always wanted a huge cross up on Granny's hill (and so has mom). Okay, I guess it's not really her hill anymore, but in my mind it always will be. I miss spending holidays up there. It's such a beautiful spot with such gorgeous views (for those that don't know, that view was the front of the Christmas card).

I've always wanted to start a committee. A committee to help local businessess clean up their act (literally). To help them paint their buildings, put awnings or flower boxes on their windows and help them give their signs some personality (I know, AGAIN with the signs). This could be SUCH a gorgeous town with such little effort. We could give that OTHER local snotty town a run for their money, I know we could!

Okay, so many more thoughts on my town, but if you even made it this far, I'm sure you're bored to tears. I'll leave you with this......... I challenge you all today to do this. To really look at your daily life a little closer and notice the details. I also challenge you to notice your town, every little detail. If you blog, I challenge you to blog a day in your life and to blog about your little town or big city.

How long will this new perspective of mine last? Honestly, I almost lost my perspective while trying to wrestle Dawson to the ground this am (aka getting dressed), but I pulled myself up by the boot straps, shook it off, and wen't on about my business ;). Life and daily grind will probably win out (sooner rather than later) and I'll stop noticing the little things, but now I have this blog to remind me.
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Wednesday, January 18, 2006

Longing for rest

April bought me a book called "When Women Long for Rest". Love the book, thanks sissy! I recommend this book to anyone, great book! There is a passage in the book that really resonated with me today.

My trip to Mississippi to take portraits has fallen through because only 6 people signed up. I'm bummed, but I know that God has a plan and he's in charge. I have to admit though I've been wondering why God would let this thing cancel. Other members of the church were going to go and talk to folks and try to help encourage them, why on earth would God want that canceled? Then I read this passage in the book.......

"I realized recently that I'm busy because I do things for God (many of which He hasn't necessarily asked me to do), not because I'm just being with him. Yet God doesn't want me to just do things for Him. He wants me to be with Him. He wants the relationship. As I grow to love Him, I will want to serve Him. My work will flow from the worship. My labor for Him will stem from my love for Him. He knows that. So He wants us to work on the relationship first. Once the work takes priority in our lives, He knows the relationship will go downhill. And He's willing to do what it takes to keep that from happening. It's much harder to follow God's call if I'm running too fast to hear Him speak. And I'm realizing, as well, that when I slow down, I'm not missing anything. I'm actually putting myself in the place where I'll receive a lot more - much more than if I were running quickly to get all I was trying to get for myself" - Cindi McMenamin

That's why the trip was cancelled. Maybe I was getting too big for my britches, but for sure I had lost sight of God for trying to do good things for Him. Seems kind of crazy, but I get it! I believe that God wants me to slow down. He's given me hint after hint and I'm thinking that I need to do what I can to do that before He says enough's enough and brings my world to a screeching halt. Suffice it to say, He's got my attention!

Spending time with family in Florida

We had a wonderful trip to Florida. Thanks Grandma for everything!

Who's the bigger kid, Dawson or Uncle Garry?
I think we all know the answer! ;)















Everyone's safe when Officer Dawson is on patrol.
Watch out Officer, he looks like a rowdy one!



















Dawson and Daddy in front of Cinderella's castle.
I know, it's an awfully typical touristy shot for me,
but what are you gonna do? ;)



















Dawson kissing Minnie on the nose.
He had to kiss all of the characters.



















Dawson saluting with a toy soldier from Toy Story.
Check out his feet. That just cracks me up.



















Dawson and Woody the Cowboy



















Dawson and grandma on a boat trip that we took in Sebastian Florida




















Dawson playing on the boat with his Aunt Lorrie

Balance

Pondering the word "balance" today. What is it anyway and does anyone ever truly achieve it?
As hard as I try I can't find balance. Balance with work and family and friends and keeping a home and paying bills and grocery shopping and fixing dinner and spending time with Dawson and with spending time with Jeff....................well, you know what I mean. How is it possible? I guess I could do less - yeah right! That's it, just thinking about balance today =).

Dawson has the greatest daddy

I just love my boys. Never say never, but I can't imagine having anything other than boys. Although it drives me crazy at times, I love the adventure and the rowdyness that comes with having boys in the house (big and small). Tonight it was awfully quiet upstairs so I wen't to make sure that Dawson hadn't suffocated Jeff or something ;). I walk in the bedroom and Jeff and Dawson had made a tent out of the blankets on our bed and are in total darkness except for the flashlight in their "tent". I'm so glad that God is in charge, because he picked the best daddy...........and saved him just for us!

You can dress him up AND take him out!

Okay, so I'm the only mother on the planet who would dress her son in a tie and take him to the beach. Good news is, he didn't mind the tie a bit and we got some really precious pictures! One of my most favorite things in the world is to watch Dawson have fun. Is there anything better than that unleashed joy of a child?

Tuesday, January 17, 2006

We're going down!


This picture absolutely kills me! Going to Florida the flight attendant took Dawson into the cockpit so he's grown to expect it now. On the way home, luckily, another flight attendant wanted to take Dawson up to meet the pilot. She asked for a camera so she could take a picture of him. I hear him chatting with the pilots and then I hear the click of the camera and her say "That's cute". Imagine my surprise when I got to my seat and checked out the picture. This is Dawson's new smile for pictures - gotta' love it! Every time I look at this picture I just crack up because with the expression on his face and the control panels behind him, it looks like we're going down!

Breaking in grandma's new hammock